Sucks

Sometimes I just want to curl into a ball and never speak to another person outside of my little circle.
Why do I write this?
Well, remember my last post? Saying I have a job? Well, I don’t. The temp agency I’m signed up with at the moment sent me out to a job on Monday. I was told to call them at the end of the day to report back. When I called I was told the company loved me and offered me a job. I, obviously, was really excited. I reported back to the work place yesterday. I did work. I worked darn hard only to get sent home two hours early. Something wasn’t clicking to me and I called the temp agency. I was then told they mixed up my name with someone else’s. She has a job, I don’t.
Needless to say, I am really upset over this. It felt like a kick in the teeth.
I have so much to offer a company. I want to work and I will work hard. Why is it so hard to find a job? Why can’t I have a chance to prove myself?
It’s not fair.
Back to begging for a job and applying everywhere.
Until next time…